If I want to sing high, sing high

This isn't about change I want to make so much as change I realize I already have made. Also, I crossposted it from a comment.

For a long time, I was embarrassed about the way my voice sounds. It's still one of the things I have the most trouble with since the great "Hey, let's grow 8 inches taller than everyone else in our class!" debacle of my teenage years.

I'm coming out: I'm an American Idol fan. I'm guessing that the reason for my fandom may be at the heart of the show's popularity: I would LOVE to get up on stage and open my mouth and have a big, beautiful voice pour out of it.

As things stand, I can at best hope for half that equation (the standing up on stage half). And given that the only thing to pour out would be a fine, even at times kinda nice voice, but nothing special and nothing to hit the high notes with, I don't see myself getting up on stage anytime soon.